Placed
Am going back home to get some cash
and can't resist jotting down
I overslept and dreamt of me getting married (must be some Freudian repressed desire o marriage) and then there were some horrible customs where the newly wed had to undergo torture, mental n physical - Horrible (must be some repressed fear of marriage) and then I dreamt of abortion (misspelled it like adoption- famous Freudian slip again)
Got up from my bed as I could not take in more dreams, still wondering wat was real n wat was dream. Messed up room, unwashed dishes, and I was hungry, went back to sleep
Had classes and was getting late the only relief was that I do not need to wear formals like I have to when I dress up for office. 0ne can wear anything to college :) jeans and glass banglesÂ
I had missed the orientation session and the snacks served. The course is going to be heavy classes from 9 in morn to 5 in eve. Saturday off. Loved every word in the syllabus. I have to choose between a full time n highly satisfying job or thispostgraduatepostgrad thing. The course is close to my heart and I would not mind taking up research in this field, it is something I love to do
While walking as usual, I was struggling between two goodies to choose from. If I give up the job I will not be able to spend like I am used to now. Long time back I had decided to respect myself and to give myself a few luxuries like a room of my own with a green terraceÂ
and then it dawns on me, the way I am placed in life right now everything about it reflects the pursuit I shall take up. Unlike the Jewish prayer which starts with ÂBlessed be God that He did not make me woman .I am glad about my self- contained feminity  like never before, it brought about things I would have not been sensitive towards had I been something else, also had I been a guy (knowing me) I would have had too many distractions:D
Am placed in a certain framework of facts, practice and circumstance amiable for the breakthrough
Later 9:09 to be precise
to wrap up the satueday eve...I had the hated job of shopping for some formal trousers. Entered the Cantabil showroom in Kamlanagar...turned out that I met the inhouse designer(Italian food I used to fall for, now its the clothing too) ...I loved the experience for once, the designer took great pains to help me pick up -made me try out a lot of stuff. Even the plain conversation as we to discussed the fall and the stich turned out to be pretty pleasent . The staff is great...it just happened that as i entered, two showroom guys (who considered themselves experts) guessed my size just by looking at me. I was offered two different sizes of the piece I picked, both of them waited anxiously outside the trial room to see which size I would choose. Picked up four pairs -two of each size. I guess both of them were pretty close-my size is somewhere in between...
Won't hate wearing formals, not now ... :)
9:37
Looks like this day woul not end, she called up and need a place to stay for the night. I have met her just once and god knows what happened...welcome thou are dear guest
I overslept and dreamt of me getting married (must be some Freudian repressed desire o marriage) and then there were some horrible customs where the newly wed had to undergo torture, mental n physical - Horrible (must be some repressed fear of marriage) and then I dreamt of abortion (misspelled it like adoption- famous Freudian slip again)
Got up from my bed as I could not take in more dreams, still wondering wat was real n wat was dream. Messed up room, unwashed dishes, and I was hungry, went back to sleep
Had classes and was getting late the only relief was that I do not need to wear formals like I have to when I dress up for office. 0ne can wear anything to college :) jeans and glass banglesÂ
I had missed the orientation session and the snacks served. The course is going to be heavy classes from 9 in morn to 5 in eve. Saturday off. Loved every word in the syllabus. I have to choose between a full time n highly satisfying job or thispostgraduatepostgrad thing. The course is close to my heart and I would not mind taking up research in this field, it is something I love to do
While walking as usual, I was struggling between two goodies to choose from. If I give up the job I will not be able to spend like I am used to now. Long time back I had decided to respect myself and to give myself a few luxuries like a room of my own with a green terraceÂ
and then it dawns on me, the way I am placed in life right now everything about it reflects the pursuit I shall take up. Unlike the Jewish prayer which starts with ÂBlessed be God that He did not make me woman .I am glad about my self- contained feminity  like never before, it brought about things I would have not been sensitive towards had I been something else, also had I been a guy (knowing me) I would have had too many distractions:D
Am placed in a certain framework of facts, practice and circumstance amiable for the breakthrough
Later 9:09 to be precise
to wrap up the satueday eve...I had the hated job of shopping for some formal trousers. Entered the Cantabil showroom in Kamlanagar...turned out that I met the inhouse designer(Italian food I used to fall for, now its the clothing too) ...I loved the experience for once, the designer took great pains to help me pick up -made me try out a lot of stuff. Even the plain conversation as we to discussed the fall and the stich turned out to be pretty pleasent . The staff is great...it just happened that as i entered, two showroom guys (who considered themselves experts) guessed my size just by looking at me. I was offered two different sizes of the piece I picked, both of them waited anxiously outside the trial room to see which size I would choose. Picked up four pairs -two of each size. I guess both of them were pretty close-my size is somewhere in between...
Won't hate wearing formals, not now ... :)
9:37
Looks like this day woul not end, she called up and need a place to stay for the night. I have met her just once and god knows what happened...welcome thou are dear guest
posted by Pj at 2:04 AM
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