Sunday

Mood: mean
Music: rock...(since last five minutes after a loooong fast)

Post below written before I started with d sound



In absence of noise, I hear the sound, the me, clear

…I fall by my very nature
(not sad)

I had spent the hot day with an old friend. 5 years back this family had revived life in me-complete strangers they were:) Today, they had come down to the university and we had spent a whole day walking in the sun looking for an accommodation as she got admission in SRCC. We had lunch at my place, they left, and suddeny I felt very lonely after they left.
Sat on the stairs outside my place (20 minutes later I would be saved from a potentially killer accident on the street). I sat pretty mindlessly standing on the brink of sadness but then saw thinner- than- twigs legs of a bird. How fragile life is and yet it carries, hop hop! Got up from the stairs and wrote


“I fall, by my very nature”
meaing I degenerate, grow old n sick…moment I accepted the truth I felt better. I reached the main road- a bus passed by... n had I not turned around to say Hi to an acquaintance I could hv very well been under the ugly, rushing, huge thing – gave a damn

close my eyes n let the acoustic guitar play