since I am writing after a long time it makes sense to see how things have changed since 'then' and 'now'. Well, I am still as single as single can be and going for my usual walks albeit am a little older now. Turned 24 day before yesterday (the midnight b'day party at the hostel is another story, looks like I am popular!) !

I was working with McGraw Hill companies as an editor when I was writing here last time. Now working as a content writer for finance portals-kind of boring information. This is the limitation, when looking at changes I start comparing things and a whole change is reduced to mundane, boring facts. Like how do I say I left Mc Graw Hill for I wanted time to study and started working when I ran out of money ... in between looked for a couple of alternatives like working from home, giving tuitions etc to sustain myself through months of study but had to go back to the corporate.

I entered the new office - an explosion) )Suddenly there was this new girl everybody wanted to get introduced to and yes I did talk to everybody ...couple of people fell in love, some found the feeling overwhelming and proposed. I never had so many people in love with me at the same time, had to refuse a couple of offers of marriage since I could not get married to several people at the same time as it illegal here in India. HR too had a busy time reprimanding since some people seemed a little stubborn.

this is live report as I am writing my blog from office-phone rings, M informs he is resigning cause he is feeling bad that I refused- I tell him to amuse himself and he may write articles on his desk after he is done with celebrating sadness. Now this SEO comes to my desk and informs that I had copy pasted from my own articles and given them two new articles. Yes I did that. The crawler would put those in supplement if you do that he tells me a little scared to state the fact. OK I said, would write something new every time ( from borrowed ideas i have) I said. He smiled and left. Even I am leaving office since my one month is over tomorrow;

But what is happening 'inside':D Big question. Well, these days I feel that I am listening to myself a lot (which exposes a lot of 'not so good stuff' I am made up of), also I am spoiling myself rotten. I pamper myself a lot and yes am giving people a lot of gifts. There are pine trees outside my balcony and once friends reach my place all their troubles are mine. I will talk, amuse, share, listen feed and be silent with them. Most of the time they say they had a very refreshing sleep when I wake them up for breakfast. Well, all should sleep well. How do I pamper myself- I eat and sleep well, go for long walks, wear good clothes, exercise, hug people with genuine love, spend a lot, take long baths, give myself liberty to experience life fully and without judgment and feel the powerful flow with which all experiences flow, felt by the means of an open mind wherein there is love and reception for it all sweet or bitter ... at times I lie and am dishonest with myself and that keeps me away from clarity.

#feb 21, I had resigned. Left on good terms with my boss. We had started a new process and I had a bright future in the company, there was a need and I could step in a responsible position.But I wanted time to study, position or money could wait. I was relieved of all resposibilities. My boss faced an urgent requirement and called me to ask if I could pitch in, since I had said 'call me if there is a crisis' i went back. working now till we meet the project deadline.

#Written for my friend- Old Lady