Ok
This guy made it so difficult to reach him … u know like what.
Ok it is not my age to go around wooing men, I would rather just spend whatever little time I have in the post-wooing part; let’s just skip the fight
: )) but he didn’t understand. He didn’t know that he was one rare one (and if he can’t believe what he had around him he would soon lose it!), one person who held my attention for so long (a never before feat) …he would think about the chipped tooth, his material circumstance when he would think about me, dunnow why!!) – what a (bloody) trader thing to do.
I waited …or did I (?), ok, I was just hanging around …and this man will dump me once in a while.
OK, dump me, but at least give me some attention man, reply…share. A person like me would not make love by the wanton statement from the dungeons (which says I need you) …who needs nobody, what I saw was some fella who would let me be, was amused by what I did (and even laughed at it) and dumped me once in a while to keep me in good humor (ok I am joking about the last bit)
Ok, there was no reason no rhyme why I liked him (do u need a reason?) just this funny feeling I felt with him …just be somewhere around here, and I can go around doing my business of anything
It was only when I said am going that he expressed, and held back even then (But me won’t go back on what I said, ‘am not there now’ was not a dirty trick to get things out of ya! I won’t do that). So, Ok, enjoy. As you can easily imagine, not attaching yourself with this man was as easy as being with him, his presence is not heavy …now that am not with him (nor will ever be) I don’t miss him, the most wonderful part about him.
You know I would have never been ‘available’ … also, to solve my mystery is to take the longest route to reach me and you are sure to get lost, to tell me that you will have to teach me to love is just about the most offmarkish thing you can do, nor can you declare you love me…I won’t take it and even you won’t (too dramatic) …we could have just been together without feeling the need to change/improve or fucking decipher each other, and since am the female element I would want you to harbor me (bow). After having said that I should have left you thoroughly confused, I think this man was-about me. Though all that was required was if he was sure about himself…I think he knew it but he thought about a thousand other things outside him, he thought about what I would ‘think’ or if I should go for better things in life than him…ah! now how will I fix his thousand and one worries which he didn’t even express, and am sure he had a thousand more worries at home (I presumed all this about him, may be. lemme insert a declaration “all characters and feelings/features in this blog are fictitious and any resemblance to anyone real is a mere coincidence”), materially I could have not bothered myself about this more than what I said here (technically, I can’t bother more than 1 degree centigrade), have met him a couple of times and now it is all evaporated (like an open bottle of nail- paint remover) - I told him that without words and he understood (we share this amazing outlandish communication)…now dammit or for the loveofit “ta ra (pause) ta ra I walk alone, I walk alone” I give up easily … love shouldn’t require effort
May be I am a fool, a happy fool incapable of bother
Ok it is not my age to go around wooing men, I would rather just spend whatever little time I have in the post-wooing part; let’s just skip the fight
: )) but he didn’t understand. He didn’t know that he was one rare one (and if he can’t believe what he had around him he would soon lose it!), one person who held my attention for so long (a never before feat) …he would think about the chipped tooth, his material circumstance when he would think about me, dunnow why!!) – what a (bloody) trader thing to do.
I waited …or did I (?), ok, I was just hanging around …and this man will dump me once in a while.
OK, dump me, but at least give me some attention man, reply…share. A person like me would not make love by the wanton statement from the dungeons (which says I need you) …who needs nobody, what I saw was some fella who would let me be, was amused by what I did (and even laughed at it) and dumped me once in a while to keep me in good humor (ok I am joking about the last bit)
Ok, there was no reason no rhyme why I liked him (do u need a reason?) just this funny feeling I felt with him …just be somewhere around here, and I can go around doing my business of anything
It was only when I said am going that he expressed, and held back even then (But me won’t go back on what I said, ‘am not there now’ was not a dirty trick to get things out of ya! I won’t do that). So, Ok, enjoy. As you can easily imagine, not attaching yourself with this man was as easy as being with him, his presence is not heavy …now that am not with him (nor will ever be) I don’t miss him, the most wonderful part about him.
You know I would have never been ‘available’ … also, to solve my mystery is to take the longest route to reach me and you are sure to get lost, to tell me that you will have to teach me to love is just about the most offmarkish thing you can do, nor can you declare you love me…I won’t take it and even you won’t (too dramatic) …we could have just been together without feeling the need to change/improve or fucking decipher each other, and since am the female element I would want you to harbor me (bow). After having said that I should have left you thoroughly confused, I think this man was-about me. Though all that was required was if he was sure about himself…I think he knew it but he thought about a thousand other things outside him, he thought about what I would ‘think’ or if I should go for better things in life than him…ah! now how will I fix his thousand and one worries which he didn’t even express, and am sure he had a thousand more worries at home (I presumed all this about him, may be. lemme insert a declaration “all characters and feelings/features in this blog are fictitious and any resemblance to anyone real is a mere coincidence”), materially I could have not bothered myself about this more than what I said here (technically, I can’t bother more than 1 degree centigrade), have met him a couple of times and now it is all evaporated (like an open bottle of nail- paint remover) - I told him that without words and he understood (we share this amazing outlandish communication)…now dammit or for the loveofit “ta ra (pause) ta ra I walk alone, I walk alone” I give up easily … love shouldn’t require effort
May be I am a fool, a happy fool incapable of bother
posted by Pj at 12:34 PM
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