Got up from my bed after one and a half hours, was lying as if I was killed on my bed. Seriously…apart from attending two phone calls I was largely lost, I mean ‘lost’, was it just a kind of sleep where u feel moving your body to go to Gurgaon is too much effort, where you realise u just don’t listen to others (it just recorded back of ur mind!) when you don’t go to Gurgaon for an interview in a well paying multinational when u badly need a job.

Why am I doing this to myself…? Pooja, man, be a Man, go out earn for yourself. Go out make your day man, get up - [ look! that doesn’t work (( ]
Looks like my all morale boosting strategies, all language is defunct

Neighbor comes and tells me about her bad planetary configuration, I personally don’t give it a flower, but you know she seriously believes that her handwash was stolen because she is vulnerable, every wrong is more difficult in her life cause she has 13 year shani…give it a flower I’d say

Lately, everything went wrong, no job, bad result, no body, no family I closed my eyes to opoortunities …

Ok I need to go for my run, my shorts are back from the laundry, how I missed them!

…yeah i’d rather be a man through the troubles, all my fellas will understand this!!

#as I lay killed the HR called up and asked if they could reschedule the interview on Monday…(how did they know I am lying killed on my bed!!) I said that will be cool, the HR had an air sign I guess, knew I was speaking some trqansplanetary position and asked if I even remember the name of the person I was speaking to…Ghosh, madhumira ghosh…Madhurima she said sweetly. I was close. So her call was one of the calls I attended I mentioned earlier, the other one was from my brother…he is kinda cute and finds me amusingly evil, godless beliefless evil, iasked him to ask his god to pray for me to help that...I loooooove Dire straits I listen to right now....very soon I'd be in my shorts, tie my hair tight and R U N