Give Me Your Hand
“…you pray before you eat…I have noticed you”
I looked up, was having dinner at our mess, she sat facing me, a woman with beautiful hair too conscious about it.
(Yes I do reflect on the fact “ u got another nice meal you idiot Pooja, somebody cooked it for you better be thankful, may all beings share your satisfaction, satisfaction u feel when u have a meal, when u are nourished, may all be nourished, be satisfied and grow”…) I nod a ‘yes’ I ‘pray’ (pray!!, that is how I pray)
She got talking, we discovered we from the same town, I invited her to my room …I just got a reason to do that : ))
She is doing research on meditation, psychology student, …
“We have a spiritual connection, but he is a Christian, ten years elder to me. We are Rajputs you know…I love my family, I can sacrifice anything for them.”
(I had shaken hands with her in the mess I remember, I listen)
“ …I don’t want to marry…this guy tells me you are so confused, he has had many girls in his life, we share a spiritual connection” …she was pouring it all out (you want to marry, I muse, lv)
“…I have shared my deepest spiritual moments with him” I interrupt here…woman you gave yourself here …
“He said he wanted to learn meditation from me” – ha ha me laughed, he killed you then.
“But I thought why should deny someone of a spiritual blessing” I told her she fell here, she assumed she could ‘teach meditation’ she thought she was better than the quacks who teach meditation at every nook and corner of north India, he banked on her ego…she thought she fooled him by talking about ‘spirituality’ and made it all up-and believed in her own lies!! she could laugh at herself for doing that …
“yeah I wondered about that…but you know he proposed when I was talking spirituality to him” You were just trying to talk deep…
We concluded:
1) It is time for her to get married but not to this guy she talks about
2) The good thing about this guy was that he made her positive for marriage, he worked real hard on it!
3) Spirituality should not be a criteria for match making, spirituality is not a block! It should make things easy for her, not difficult
4) She can’t use spirituality to make her ‘different’ from others, she is normal.
5) She might opt for the arranged marriage … no need to dump her family
I already know whatever you said Pj, it is just that when you say I hear my voice (my job mam, to articulate retaining the author’s meaning, my editor nature) …just that when you say it, it becomes clear. Will do it.
…Call me if you feel weak…
It is spiritual the way we met, u have really helped me, I think it is some larger scheme of things that we met like this…amazing- That translogic spiritual comment made me feel like a Quack
She gave me her hand, jerked her hair and left with decisions 1 to 5 in her pocket.
lv
I looked up, was having dinner at our mess, she sat facing me, a woman with beautiful hair too conscious about it.
(Yes I do reflect on the fact “ u got another nice meal you idiot Pooja, somebody cooked it for you better be thankful, may all beings share your satisfaction, satisfaction u feel when u have a meal, when u are nourished, may all be nourished, be satisfied and grow”…) I nod a ‘yes’ I ‘pray’ (pray!!, that is how I pray)
She got talking, we discovered we from the same town, I invited her to my room …I just got a reason to do that : ))
She is doing research on meditation, psychology student, …
“We have a spiritual connection, but he is a Christian, ten years elder to me. We are Rajputs you know…I love my family, I can sacrifice anything for them.”
(I had shaken hands with her in the mess I remember, I listen)
“ …I don’t want to marry…this guy tells me you are so confused, he has had many girls in his life, we share a spiritual connection” …she was pouring it all out (you want to marry, I muse, lv)
“…I have shared my deepest spiritual moments with him” I interrupt here…woman you gave yourself here …
“He said he wanted to learn meditation from me” – ha ha me laughed, he killed you then.
“But I thought why should deny someone of a spiritual blessing” I told her she fell here, she assumed she could ‘teach meditation’ she thought she was better than the quacks who teach meditation at every nook and corner of north India, he banked on her ego…she thought she fooled him by talking about ‘spirituality’ and made it all up-and believed in her own lies!! she could laugh at herself for doing that …
“yeah I wondered about that…but you know he proposed when I was talking spirituality to him” You were just trying to talk deep…
We concluded:
1) It is time for her to get married but not to this guy she talks about
2) The good thing about this guy was that he made her positive for marriage, he worked real hard on it!
3) Spirituality should not be a criteria for match making, spirituality is not a block! It should make things easy for her, not difficult
4) She can’t use spirituality to make her ‘different’ from others, she is normal.
5) She might opt for the arranged marriage … no need to dump her family
I already know whatever you said Pj, it is just that when you say I hear my voice (my job mam, to articulate retaining the author’s meaning, my editor nature) …just that when you say it, it becomes clear. Will do it.
…Call me if you feel weak…
It is spiritual the way we met, u have really helped me, I think it is some larger scheme of things that we met like this…amazing- That translogic spiritual comment made me feel like a Quack
She gave me her hand, jerked her hair and left with decisions 1 to 5 in her pocket.
lv
posted by Pj at 11:04 AM
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